Couple of failure that I had able to learn from, and few thoughts that gives me peace of mind:
My opinions, vision towards things and practices- most of the time lead people to stay away. :)
I have had failed (more or less) in almost every aspect of life in a sense- including love, friends, family, self-awareness, self-esteem and work (partnership).
I’ve been into the field of Programming, designing and building digital property for a long time, yet I don’t have any ‘Open Source’ projects (as of now) nor have anything stands (except few, but I wont take credit) that might justify my skills or my extreme-passion of what I love to do.
I’ve had co-founded Moonrank USA LLC, a company which built new-media web portals in total 7 human languages, for founders/clients from around 12 countries. At some point, those portals accessed by around 20 millions of people around the globe, per month. Eventually, that lead to a new project called “BloggersDotCom”. Under my leadership (planning to coding to designing to marketing) with a small team I’ve had able to make BloggersDotCom the best social media portal for Bloggers, which during its four year lifetime have had accessed by/spread to near 100 millions of people. In the end, BloggersDotCom shut-down (a new site is there, I’m no longer affiliated with the founder or the site). The worse, my partner with whom I co-founded Moonrank USA LLC had successfully toke away a big amount of my hard earned money.
(b) Peace of mind:
I’ve had able to gain a rare habit of evolving over the period of time, that is, making things that works and progress intentionally (fulfillment of a purpose and improve).
My work had used by, appreciated by more than 100 millions of people (as of now).
I’ve had helped many people, either planning strategy for them or introducing things to them, that brings a big change to their lives in a greater way (I have never taken credit for, nor think I should- though the change would not have happened unless I was involved at some point).
I love to venture into things, and try to make new things, what works, for me and for millions of people.
Disclaimer: I’m not much into expressing personal matters in a way like this, still, these are here, just for the record.